My Latest Invention: God = superego!

As I keep on indulging in my favorite hobby fantasizing or dreaming or imagination I invent certain things for myself. People might not agree with those things but I invent them for myself. Recently I found something. Something related to god. One of the most controversial issues isn’t it? God! Don’t know whether he or she exists or not. Some people say that they don’t “believe” in him but they do believe that he do exist otherwise where comes the question of “believing”..? Anyways it’s everyone’s’ own perceptions here I am to express my views about “him” don’t know why I always call that entity “him”? maybe there was a time when I had no one or you can say when I was “single” I loved that entity and shared my deepest desires with him sometimes even called him my boyfriend.. That was teen silliness. : P

 Now I am matured you know and now I have realized that even if he doesn’t exist I will try to search him in different forms. Maybe nature (oh no! I am not pantheist) or in people, or sometimes in idols! J I feel that God is something or someone that makes you feel good and guides you. And according to father of psychoanalysis Mr. Sigmund Freud there is a part in us in our unconscious mind known as “superego” which guides us rather I would say it acts as a moral inspector. It controls our inner instincts and desires. So for me the God is nothing but the superego inside us. I won’t say “I am god” as many of the people say. I would just say that there is something in us which makes us do good thing is God. I can’t worship myself or that superego inside me. That sounds ugly you know. So that is why I worship the beautiful idols, the nature and of course people. Even they guide me. How can I forget them?

 Those who believe in god blame him for many things for the things they could not achieve or because of someone’s death and other bad things but they forget that death is natural and achievements are your own. No one can control them. Even I used to blame him but now I have stopped, god is just someone with whom I share my deepest thoughts and desires which I cannot share even in my diary. No blame business you know.

 You might say that I am a confused personality who doesn’t have a proper idea about her ideology. Say whatever you want to. I don’t believe in being an atheist or agonist or whatever religious beliefs they have.  My god is my superego and I worship him through any ways I can. Loving and caring people who mean you a lot, appreciating beauty of nature and manmade things is another worship of my god. I guess I was too much. Some people say I write a lot in my blog so tried to be as short as possible this time. Thanks for bearing my invention for myself. This was from my mind and this time for the hearts! J

signing off
tanuli